Goodbye Fat Ass, Bald Head

So, I'm working my way to eating better and not pulling.
Today is Day 3 of No Pull Week for me.
Let's see if I can reign surpreme.
Booyah.
I also weigh like, 148 lbs, which is fine and dandy, but I want to lose 10 pounds.
This will be very hard, since I'm in a good place where I don't gain or lose weight.
Don't worry, I'm 5'7", so weighing 138lbs isn't unhealty, it's normal.

Three days!

Whew. I think the first week is the toughest when you are trying not to pull out your hair.
Yesterday, I took a half of a klonopin with my effexor and I didn't even bite my nails at all.
I may start doing that more often.
I'm going out tonight with my friend of 13 years, she's cool, but she's been in some crazy shit lately. She got married to my boyfriend's brother 2 years ago and a couple months ago, she cheated on him with her boss (who she doesn't find attractive and he's like, 40). Now, they are getting divorced (I hope, their relationshp isn't healthy, as you can see) and I feel like I'm torn.
My boyfriend's brother is my friend, but he's really reserved and shy, so it's hard for me to tell him I'm on his side and that I am here for him. It's really odd. I think my friend cheated on him because she wanted the relationship to end, but she had to do it the worst way possible. She's always been an huge advocate of no cheating and always would talk about how it's horrible and wrong. So she's a huge hypocrite. Which she knows because I told her. That's my role with her. I'm like sister-mom. I have to be hard on her because she can get pretty out there with how she rationalizes the crazy shit she does.
I love her though. A lot. We've grown apart these last few years, but when we are together, it seems like it doesn't matter.
Anyways, that's the drama. I hate drama. It's so dumb.
Fuck drama.

T.V. is evil

First of all, it sucks away my life without me even knowing it.
Hours go by and what do I have to show for it?
Not much.
I love T.V., but I'm starting to watch 2+ hours a night.
I could be reading or taking a damn walk.
Plus, watching T.V. is very bad for ye ol' pulling.
I haven't pulled for a day and a half.
That's pretty good.
I just got to keep it up. I'll mess up and pull one or two, but I have to remember that it doesn't mean I should go back to my 20+-a-day pulling habit.
I really want to get a haircut besides the one I give myself.
I want a cute short haircut. Hell yeah.

It says 6 people have viewed this. I think I have view it all of those times.
If you read this, drop me a line. It'll keep me going.
Plus, I love to hear other people's stories.
Makes me feel like I'm not alone in this.

Booyah

I haven't pulled at all yet today.
Booyah.
I probably will when I get home though.
When I start to do homework, that's when I go crazy.
Maybe I'll wear a hat. It's worked before.
One of my "rational" things I'm trying to do is tell myself not to pull my hair because I just cleaned the house and I don't want black hairs everywhere. Gross.
I already get white hair from the two fat ass cats I have.
They are fat, but man, are they cute.
I'll post some pics of them on this bitch.
I'm not a freaky cat lady, in fact, I hated cats until Sugar.
Sugar was the best cat ever.
Now I have Tiger and Pee Wee. Both pound kitties. I rescued them and made them huge.
It's awesome.