Tips? Tricks? Ugh.

It really seems to me this "disease" or whatever the fuck is a joke.
I mean, I can't stop, but at the same time, it feels like I make no effort.
Is my brain really that jumbled that I don't think about being bald? Not being able to get a haircut for years?
It's lame.
I'm in my 20's. This is about as hot as I'm ever going to get(not saying I'm super hot or whatever). Why ruin it with a lame haircut and low self-esteem?
Fuck it.
I need a change.
I've said that 1000 times before.
How do I get it?
Change is easy to talk about. Fucking hard to do.
Blah.

Blah

I'm doing okay.
There is this one spot on my head I keep going for.
Dammit.
I am wearing my hat when I study more frequently, so that definitely helps.
What doesn't help is that Geology is the most boring ass thing ever.
I can't keep my interest in it.
I started reading The Dark Tower series by Stephen King again.
I've read 1-4, but I've owned the 5th book (wolves of calla) forever and never read it.
That shit ends right now.
I love those books.
I almost bitch slapped my crazy Christian friend for saying some dumb shit about how Stephen King has assistants to write his books.
This coming from the guy who thinks the world is only 6000 years old.
Dumbass.