This Shit Is Working!

Well, my (dad's) insurance may be paying $200 an hour, but dammit, i'm seeing RESULTS!
Results for the firs time in a long time.
i can see my hair filling in.
i can imagine by summer, i can get a fucking haircut...by a professional!
a haircut by a person who IS NOT ME!
oh, i am psyched.
i used to think i was untreatable.
i was an idiot.
i recommend a shrink.
really. someone who specializes in trich.
i was lucky and found someone in my city.
i'm optimistic right now. that's not saying i don't pull anymore. i do. a lot.
but i am able to control myself better.
i may relapse, but i know that it won't be like before.
this is a fucking great feeling.
let's hope it lasts!