Oh well Oh well Wellbutrin

I'm going to see if Wellbutrin helps.
I'm still pulling a shit ton.
I've been working out a bunch though.
woohoo.....

Still have bald head, fat ass

I'm re-starting my previous post of losing weight and gaining hair.
Let's see how I do.

Goodbye Fat Ass, Bald Head

So, I'm working my way to eating better and not pulling.
Today is Day 3 of No Pull Week for me.
Let's see if I can reign surpreme.
Booyah.
I also weigh like, 148 lbs, which is fine and dandy, but I want to lose 10 pounds.
This will be very hard, since I'm in a good place where I don't gain or lose weight.
Don't worry, I'm 5'7", so weighing 138lbs isn't unhealty, it's normal.

Tips? Tricks? Ugh.

It really seems to me this "disease" or whatever the fuck is a joke.
I mean, I can't stop, but at the same time, it feels like I make no effort.
Is my brain really that jumbled that I don't think about being bald? Not being able to get a haircut for years?
It's lame.
I'm in my 20's. This is about as hot as I'm ever going to get(not saying I'm super hot or whatever). Why ruin it with a lame haircut and low self-esteem?
Fuck it.
I need a change.
I've said that 1000 times before.
How do I get it?
Change is easy to talk about. Fucking hard to do.
Blah.

Blah

I'm doing okay.
There is this one spot on my head I keep going for.
Dammit.
I am wearing my hat when I study more frequently, so that definitely helps.
What doesn't help is that Geology is the most boring ass thing ever.
I can't keep my interest in it.
I started reading The Dark Tower series by Stephen King again.
I've read 1-4, but I've owned the 5th book (wolves of calla) forever and never read it.
That shit ends right now.
I love those books.
I almost bitch slapped my crazy Christian friend for saying some dumb shit about how Stephen King has assistants to write his books.
This coming from the guy who thinks the world is only 6000 years old.
Dumbass.

Keep On Truckin'

So, I'm not doing bad.
Pulling is down to a minimum.
I cut my hair and added some bangs.
It's a bitch and a hassle, but I like it.
It's hard to have bangs in my situation because I have some very thin spots.
But I can pull it off by doing the good ol' comb over.
Hey, it works for old men, why not me?
I had a super rad time on Friday.
Me and my friend planned a drunken bike excursion.
That it was.
I spilled two drinks. She kissed the bartender. We both got bombed. We did shots (I fucking HATE shots, but I was feeling no pain.) I puked behind a dumpster. I half-ran down this dumb ass drunk dude who wanted to jump in front of my bike. Idiot.
It was fun. I hardly ever drink.
When I do and if it's with her, I have so much fun.
I mean, I have fun w/out alcohol all the time, but it's fun to feel less restrained sometimes.
Plus, Tenacious D is really great to sing to when no one cares that your voice sounds like shit.

Gray Hairs????

I keep finding stray gray hairs on my head.
What the fuck?
I'm 24! This sucks.
Maybe since I've been pulling for so long, I reached the hair destined for my 60's.
(Of course I know this is scientifically retarded, it's a joke.)
I never ended up calling my friend's husband.
I figured, he's already made up his mind to stay with her, I'm not going to do anything but piss him off.
But I'm distancing myself from her. I have to. She drives me crazy and I'm so disappointed in her. Both of them really.
I've been doing pretty OK on pulling.
We had a b-day party for my dude on Saturday and tons of mofos showed up.
I gots blitzed and danced to some Rick James and B-52's.
It's the life.
My boyfriend turned 26 last Friday. I've known him since he was 18.
That's messed up. But in a good way.
This October will be our 8 year anniversary. Whoa.
On our 10 year anniversary, I want to go to Rome or some shit.
Something beautiful and not American.
No offense America, but you aren't the classiest bitch in the world.